Hello, Oleg Gennadievich! I only recently began listening to your lectures, and I am very grateful that you exist, that with your words you give people hope and strengthen their Faith, directing them onto the path of service to God! I am grateful to providence that I was able to learn about you! The reason was a significant \u2018kick\u2019 from destiny: in the 14th year of our marriage, my husband left for a girl 17 years younger than him. My husband and I are three years apart in age; we have two children: a son (now 13 years old) and a daughter (5.5 years old). The situation was shocking, although now I have begun to notice the warning signs: I was gradually losing strength and did not know how to restore it, because I was simply crushed by the home, household routine, and a certain indifference from my husband, but I tried not to believe it…<\/p>\n
Before conceiving my daughter I gave up alcohol completely. My husband, who had a weakness for alcohol, influenced this decision. I asked the Universe for help in freeing my husband from this affliction; now, it seems, he does not drink, but he left the family and has already filed for divorce. Four years ago I gave up meat and fish; now I do not eat eggs either. My husband also partly influenced this decision. He stopped eating meat before I did; he eats everything else. Five years ago a female friend of mine died, then the pilot husband of another good acquaintance died; I took it very hard and sometimes began writing down poems that came into my head.<\/p>\n
I dream of Paradise on Earth,<\/p>\n
I want to be filled with light<\/p>\n
And shine in my own light,<\/p>\n
Illuminating the Planet with myself!<\/p>\n
I want anger to disappear,<\/p>\n
Pain, suffering, illness, and grief,<\/p>\n
I want us never to have to<\/p>\n
Part from one another.<\/p>\n
I want flocks of birds,<\/p>\n
Flying to us from different countries,<\/p>\n
To raise their chicks,<\/p>\n
Unafraid of a rain of steel.<\/p>\n
So that trees and meadows would bloom,<\/p>\n
So that happiness would flow like a river,<\/p>\n
So that the air and water would be clean,<\/p>\n
And the world would be filled with kindness.<\/p>\n
So that in a peaceful world, love,<\/p>\n
Only love, would guide everyone,<\/p>\n
And no one's blood would ever be shed,<\/p>\n
Only the Sun would pour out its light.<\/p>\n
On July 12 I watched a fragment of your lecture in which you said that infidelity should be treated as though the person were ill. Thank you, Oleg Gennadievich! I immediately felt better, as if a mountain had been lifted from my shoulders. After that I saw that a few days later you would be in Saint Petersburg, and I immediately decided that this was a sign and that I needed to come. My husband said he could stay with the children on the 17th. That is how I came to your lecture on July 17; I sat directly opposite you in row 7, seat 16. I brought my glasses and at first tried to see you with my eyes, but after your comment about the glare, I took them off and listened to you with my heart!<\/p>\n
After listening to the lecture, I became firmly convinced that my children and I would be all right, that by leaving the family my husband had given me more opportunities to communicate with the children, that my children were becoming calmer, and that when they grow older I would now be able to help them with advice, prayer, and the warmth of my heart, because during this time, thanks to you, I have partly rethought my life. As for what will happen to my relationship with my husband\u2014that is as God wills!<\/p>","protected":false},"template":"","class_list":["post-657","review","type-review","status-publish","hentry"],"yoast_head":"\n