Good afternoon We have been living in a civil marriage for 6 years. There were a lot of different things, but we are together. I understand that God keeps us together for a reason. They could not register the relationship because the loved one was on the federal wanted list. I bought rings and asked my parents for their hand in marriage. He was caught and faces 8 years or more.
At the same time, I found out that he recently had a mistress, 7 years older than him (she is 53 years old), who is a psychologist and aims to take him away from the family. I want our relationship with him to be restored so that after his return (or while he is still there) we can get married and have children, if God gives such an opportunity. But my beloved stopped communicating with me.
He wrote that he wishes me happiness, wants me to find a worthy man and is letting me go. And he asks me to let him go. In all his letters he wrote that everything was God’s will. He will judge everything and put it in its place, do as it should. How to properly pray for God to forgive him, me and give us a chance to fix everything and start a family?