Hello. I will try to be brief: Krasnodar Territory, Labinsk, was born on 10/31/1984 at 11:45 in Rostov-on-Don, married, three children, I live in my mother's apartment (5 people per 40 sq. m), I try to build a house 9 for 12 children (the roof with dad was somehow covered for mother capital, and thank God). But in life, nothing pleases in principle. «Satisfied, drunk, nose in tobacco» (I don’t smoke), the salary is 16,000 rubles a month (people work for 8-9 thousand a month), and pain in my soul. All the time thoughts about the eternal.
I used to study the Bible and listen to lectures with Ayurveda Radio, now Srimad Bhagavatam. The kids are small, good, 4, 6 and 9 years old. And in the soul: «The river of time will wash away all your victories and achievements.» Sometimes I think that happiness is in ignorance. I got the bees, maybe I’ll find myself in them ... In general, the trouble is: I’m tired, I want to drop everything and die. Tell me, direct.